The End of Last Year (part II)

During the journey to the mall, we have a li’l chat. Talked about his business trip and the scenery. (I feel like tourist too because I haven’t been “there” for a long time) hahaha. That was the first time I’ve been in that situation. Headed to mall to had a date and picked up by taxi. Fabulous. Oh yea,, in taxi we talked in bilingual hahaha, never expected that he talked in bahasa quite well. He did it on purposed so I could talk to him easily, I guessed.

It was our first meeting.

We arrived at one of the mall in Jakarta and he held my waist to cross the street in order to protect me from cars that wanted to pass. And the first thing that we did was………………………………looked for money changer. Ahahaha. It was funny and memorable for me because it was the first time that I went to the mall not for bought shoes or looked for sale but a money changer. Xixixiixi.

In fact, the money changer closed so he initiatively wanted to treat me a dinner at a restaurant that accepted his (international) visa. I told him that we could use my money first but he refused. Yeah maybe it was boy/guy/man’s international motto:

 “Do not ever let the girl pay.”

We went around the mall and visited restaurants one by one in order to knew which restaurant that accepted his visa. It took times and felt like endless walked but I really enjoyed it ^^ He told me that he was here before and showed some of store that own by his father’s friend. I forgot the name cause it more than 3 (I thought). Once, he asked me about “Stickies”. I said I didn’t know, and he tried to gave another clue about that. I really had no idea at that moment. Until we found a candy shop called “Stickies”. O my God, if only I knew it when he mentioned before. In fact I knew what “Stickies” is cause I’ve seen it at TV haha. A candy shop that allowed you to see the candy made processed. He stopped by and (again) gave me another surprises. He called the employee in front of us and *bam* it was his friend ! Mr. warm smile introduced us each other and like usual, I forgot the employee’s name *lol. Had a li’l chat and we moved to another location. Mr. warm smile told me that he had business with the employee that we met before. He asked the employee to made a video for him. Not only smile but I thought Mr. warm smile had a warm heart too. I could guess it because the employee that we met before had a big grin when he saw Mr. warm smile and asked him to kept contact with him (the employee) especially when he was in Indonesia. (Such a great guy, right? Haha).

Then, we decided to had a dinner at XYZ restaurant (sorry I forgot the name, but I’m sure I’ll knew it when I came to that mall again). And,, we had a li’l fight in the restaurant. It was about my un-ability to taste, couldn’t know whether it vinegar or sauce. I thought it was sauce but he said it was vinegar. He even dipped his chopstick to that black liquid to made sure the taste. And absolutely he said it was vinegar, I’m speechless. Hahaha.. Sorry, it just because the taste was too salty and not sour at all.

Another chat begun. He asked me too ate more so I could gain weight. O my God, cant anyone not mention about it? -.-“ Unfortunately before I went with him to the mall I already had dinner at Akoh’s house so when I had dinner with him I couldn’t eat much. I told it, and let him know that it was hard for me to gained weight.

“You can look at my wrist. It’s hard for me to gain weight although I eat as much as I want” I said.

And suddenly he touched my wrist to measured..*thumped* He looked at my wrist and maybe a bit shocked cause my wrist was nothing than him *lol. This and that, he released his watch and I tried wear it. Hahahah it was big and so roomy for me. At that moment he asked me to eat more so one day the watch could fit my wrist ^^

Maybe he forgot all about that, what he said, what sneakers, watch or shirt that he wore at that time. But it was sticky thing for my brain (?) so I could remember that moment just like it happened 5 minutes ago. In fact, there were also a misunderstanding between us, when he said “tiga” I heard it as “ceria”. Geez, what’s wrong with my ear ?! *Embarrassed* But one utterance that I heard clearly is he said that my skin is quite white.

“Tapi u cukup putih ya”

That was all I heard. I didn’t know whether it was really important to him, or what his purposed to said it but I took it as a compliment.

After finished our dinner we decided to looked around (again). Another endless walked but I really enjoyed it (as long as I walked with him) *lol. He said that he was full and I asked him to sat awhile. Yeah at least he could rest and took a breath. But he refused with this

“Kalo diem terus gw bisa muntah”

The point is keep going. *wew*

It didn’t matter for me (girl) to walked around the mall but I’m a bit worried about him. Cause you know, guy won’t be like to waste his time at mall, right?

We continued our “journey” hahaha. Once I walked away (I didn’t know he turned right) he called my name and (again) hold my waist to take me to the elevator. Had no weird feeling, I just thought he was typical guy who was gentle. A protective one. I just simply like it.

One spot at mall that had a sky rink view. We stopped there and enjoyed a hockey tournament for awhile. Nice. Memorable. A hockey tournament view, nice guy beside you, and that spotlight around you. At that time I really wanted to take photo with him but I didn’t know where my courage gone. I just tried to feel and appreciate that moment. I looked at the hockey player but my thought were beside me,,with him. And you know that will be one of my BIG regret !!! Argh.

Suddenly, rrrrrrr.. His phone vibrated. Accidentally I saw the caller and I knew it was his brother. Plan changed. He wouldn’t drove me home by taxi tonight but he asked his brother to took us home. Yeah, finally I had to finished my sweet dream with him. We walked away from that sky rink, came toward the front gate.

“Itu mobilnya, yang Mercy” he said.

*sigh* I wouldn’t have another chance to took photo with him tonight L L L We got into that car and *taraaa* there were his brother, his brother’s girlfriend, and his girlfriend’s sister. I sat in the middle and Mr. warm smile sat next to me near the door. One big problem came. They wanted to drove me home but I DIDN’T KNOW THE WAY !!!! All I know just the address not the street or the direction. I called my dad and akoh to asked the direction cause Mr. warm smile’s brother a bit angry with this condition. Yeah I understood it because it was weird to drove someone home but they didn’t even know where their home was ! Geez. Luckily, girlfriend from Mr. warm smile’s brother knew the way. So we depended on her. I felt guilty for this condition then I made a note in my phone  and gave it to Mr. warm smile.

“Feel guilty”

Then he replied

“Gak pa-pa, dia baik kok. Tenang aja”

But my expression didn’t change and suddenly he “pukpuk” my head. aaaaaaa !!!!! *warning* I always like when someone “pukpuk” my head. It’s one of the most comfortable thing for me. Gezzz…..Thought that I fell for him (?). I have no idea why he know all the way to comfort me? Why him ?

In the end, we arrived at my akoh’s home and my sweet dream was over. Since that day, that meeting, we rarely chat through WhatsApp. (cause he headed back to Singapore too). I often try to start first, but……..Yeah you can guess easily. Life is not as smooth as you think. Sometimes you are happy but sometimes you don’t.

Life must go on, girl. I said it to my self. But for all that sweet memories, I thank you so much. Perhaps that aren’t hard feeling between us. I know it’s silly but I dream about you sometimes. What a sweet dream but terrific life *lol. I don’t expect it but it’s just something that I can’t handle. I never ask God to have a dream about you, I just thank God for all the blessing and enjoy my life J I don’t want to sound like a child that live in fairy tale. I have no special purposed to make this post. It because I don’t know how to express my feeling. I hold this feeling for a long time and I’ll explode if I still keep this feeling. It makes me better. Through this post I release my stressed. Through this post I endure my pain. Through this post I free my soul. Express what I feel. If one day we meet again, perhaps we can talk easily just like we met before J I keep you in my mind as a good guy, and perhaps so do you.

And for Mr. A who introduced me to him, million thanks to you jo for lemme know your business’ partner. One day you’ll have special post from me ^^.

#begrateful #lifeisgreat #stayawesome